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The
last six months have probably held some of the greatest physical testing for me
of my whole life. The most recent opinion from the doctors is that I have a small
disk problem in my neck. It is so minor so they are not even recommending therapy
unless my symptoms get worse. A soy products allergy apparently triggers a little
more swelling in the disk, creating pressure on the nerve going to my face causing
a disconcerting "stingling."
There are times when I wonder if I will ever get back to normal
or if I can fulfill my pastoral calling and writing duties while I am dealing
with stuff like this. To say the least, I am learning a lot! Paul spoke of his
perennial affliction in 2
Corinthians 12:7-10. Although I doubt that I have a trial
as bad as Paul's, I can learn from his reaction to the "thorn in the flesh" (verse.
7). His conclusion is "when I am weak, then I am strong" (verse 10). I want to
be strong!
James
1:12 says, "Consider it all joy my brethren when you en-counter
various trials, knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance." God
has been molding me as a father, husband and pastor. Would I like my trials to
be over? Sure! But I also want to be like Jesus. And if this is what it takes,
I am willing!
What will it take to help you to listen to God's voice? Now
would be a good time to say to the Lord, "I am listening, I want to hear what
You want me to hear. Don't let me be stubborn or resistant to Your leading and
quiet voice."
All Scripture references are from the New American
Standard Version unless otherwise noted.
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